Archive for May, 2009

Another new song

Sunday, May 31st, 2009

Today’s new qin song is a lot longer and difficult that the last two, so it’s going to be a while before I post up a sound clip. Seems all these poems are unbelieveably melancholic. Makes me feel all blah! Check it out:
Recalling Playing a Xiao on the Phoenix Terrace
Cold incense in the gold lion, […]

New song and sushi party

Friday, May 29th, 2009

I have a new qin song recording of “Midnight song”. I might have recorded it before, but it’s a much better version now:
Midnight Song - Li Bai
Moonlight in Chang An
Sounds of pounding clothes
Autumn winds unceasing
Always thinking of him
When will this war end?
So he can come home

I watched Star Trek tonight with some friends. Our plan […]

Still upset

Wednesday, May 27th, 2009

It seems I am still upset. It seems to come in waves. Yesterday I was in a good mood. Last night, I was upset. This morning I was in a good mood. Now I’m upset again. Blah.

Good weekend

Monday, May 25th, 2009

You know, once I settled in my head to give up on thinking about this guy, it’s like a weight’s been lifted off my shoulders and I feel fabulous again. Surely, one can’t go from liking someone to not liking them overnight. I still like him. But the point is, I no longer want anything […]

Play ball!

Friday, May 15th, 2009

I can’t believe I’m saying this, but I actually had a funĀ  time at the ball game today. It was a special Japanese day, so a couple of friends and I went to the game. We got there a bit late to check out all the Japanese day events, but we got our sake “tasting” […]

Bottom line

Tuesday, May 12th, 2009

The bottom line is, the reason I was upset is that he just didn’t seem to enjoy my company, even as a friend. I mean, if I asked him about it, he’d say he had fun and yadda yadda. But it just doesn’t seem that way. First of all, he never expressed appreciation except when […]


Monday, May 11th, 2009

Well, I must say that has been a dramatic week or so. I went to the dentist today to get my chipped tooth taken care of. Then worked from home for the afternoon. Took a good nap in the evening. And suddenly discovered that all is right again. I’m not mad anymore. Not upset anymore.
Suddenly […]

Not fine

Sunday, May 10th, 2009

Last night, he asked me how I was doing. I said I was fine. Truthfully, I am not. Problem is, over the last two years I’ve gotten so accustomed to discussing pretty much everything with him. And now I can’t, because 1.) he’s being distant and 2.) I can’t exactly complain about him to him.
It’s […]


Saturday, May 9th, 2009

In the past 3 weeks or so, I’ve been annoyingly waking up every day way too early between 4:30am to 6am, for no good reason. And then not being able to go back to sleep. For whatever reason, I wasn’t even feeling tired in the daytime. It started the morning my mom went home, and […]

No pill

Friday, May 8th, 2009

I was away for a week. There was a conference I had to go to, and I stayed at the house of a good friend who I’ve not seen in over a decade. It was good to see her again, but I felt bad because the trip was really focused on conference and I barely […]