Archive for January, 2011

Kiki falling from the sky

Monday, January 31st, 2011

I think the emotional floodgates came pouring forth tonight. So many feelings rushing out at one time.
I started out this year with a Plan of Action. And the year came rushing at me as all the aspects of the plan came crashing down on me all at the same time. It’s been exciting, and there’s […]

The Retrospectoscope

Saturday, January 22nd, 2011

One of my teachers liked to use this word, “retrospectoscope”. Everything is a lot clearer when you have access to one. I was just browsing through my latest blog entries, and noticed how lost and frustrated it all sounds. And indeed, when I was in the midst of living through it, that is what it […]

Pulled from the root

Monday, January 17th, 2011

Last night I dreamt that my mother was cutting apart and throwing away my miniature pomegranate. I watched as she pulled the roots out of the soil as I cried out for her to stop. I tried to explain to her that I had just trimmed it down, and that it was hibernating for the […]