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Autopilot

April 16, 2009

Overall, today was a very frustrating day. Not that anything bad happened…yet. Just the anticipation. It should have been a good day though. Class was quite bearable. And I got to take my mind off things by chatting with a very attractive guy on the bus to and from class. Yes! Both ways! Perhaps the previous time had not so much been a snub as just shyness. Anyway. Only temporary relief for the knot on my stomach. I went to the gym too. Attacked the elliptical trainer. Did some ab work. Finished two homeworks. Leaving behind one homework and the rest of my talk to finish this weekend. Mom leaves on Tuesday, so I’m hoping to make time to spend with her before she goes despite my overwhelming amount of things to do. If only her presence had the reassuring effect it had when I was younger.

Bottom line after all this idle banter. I’m not in control at the moment. Life is on autopilot and I don’t know where it’s leading me.

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