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The year of me
December 31, 2008
I have been thinking, since posting that last post, of how the past year has gone and what I hope for the coming year. The last year has been a whole lot of working my ass off to get over hurdles while trying to stay sane. Hurdles overcome, I think it is time to take the next year to concentrate on myself.
My health, my happiness. Work on my pace. Live by my rules.
No more thinking about what other people think about me, or wonder why sometimes I don’t measure up to some invisible scale. No more doing things just because it will make someone else happy.
It’s time to enjoy the situation I’ve taken myself to, the freedom to be able to live my life, my way.
I’ve spent too much of my life trying to make other people happy. Having my happiness depend on the whim of another. It’s time I took back my happiness, and done things to make me happy, and ultimately to make God happy with me.
Because, to be honest, nobody else judges fairly. And after judging, nobody else really remembers.
And I’m going to start this year by doing something I’ve not done in many, many years. I’m going to start it sleeping. So, good night and see you all next year! :)
Comments:
January 2nd, 2009 at 10:44 am
Good for you!! You be making YOU happy. I am also happy to hear that you WILL be sleeping more!