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Feel like crap

Tuesday, June 28th, 2005

You know, I’m not really sure why I feel so much like crap. Things haven’t been going that bad at all. I look at good things that are happening, and it’s like, “Oh, that’s nice. I suppose that should make me happy.” No emotional response.

Voice of reason

Sunday, June 26th, 2005

Once in a long while, between bouts of madness, the little voice of reason surfaces. I’m not sure if it’s even still there enough for me to write about it.
The choices I made in regards to a relationship, which to this day causes my heart grief - there were reasons I made this choice. If […]

More than you’ll ever know

Sunday, June 26th, 2005

I recently downloaded the latest Lifehouse album, and the song “Blind” makes me all choked up everytime I hear it. It’s because the lyrics hit so close to home. I know it’s long, but I absolutely need to post them…
Lifehouse - Blind
I was young but I wasn’t naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to […]

The stars and the planets

Sunday, June 26th, 2005

Anyone looked to the west at sunset yet? I forgot to today, and hopefully won’t miss it tomorrow. Apparently Mercury, Venus, and Saturn are really close together in the western sky, just between Cancer and Gemini.
I got my July copy of Self mag in the mail yesterday. My birthday horoscope says that now, after a […]

Me birthday!

Friday, June 24th, 2005

I had such a great birthday this year! :D
It started off at midnight when a couple of friends IM’d me happy birthday. And a good friend of mine called to finalize plans for tonight after work.
In the morning, we had teaching, which went pretty well - it was fun. Afternoon was back to work, […]

Better than expected

Thursday, June 23rd, 2005

I always say that when you over-prepare and over-obsess about something, things will turn out better than you expected. Today for instance. Turned out to be a really good day. I got a lot done, and felt good doing it. And some things that I have been concerned about for the coming year got straightened […]

Site mod

Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005

Did you notice the modifications I’ve made on this blog? I think mostly I did this for easier reading on small screens. Before, on 800 pixel width screens, the right column was ending up at the bottom instead of on the right. Maybe cause now I want the site to look good on my VAIO […]

So sore!!!

Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005

I must have really pushed myself at the gym last night, cause today I could barely move my limbs. What pain! Still didn’t feel particularly good today, the migraine bits are a little better. Taking a nice photo of myself helped. See? That photo on the left is from today. Listening to Black Eyed Peas […]

Feel more gross, if possible

Monday, June 20th, 2005

I hate my head. I have had a headache for more than a week now, and this weekend, it just blew up. Sunday morning mid-Church service, my entire right head and neck started tingling, and it was all downhill from there. I spent all afternoon dizzy and nauseous. This morning was a bit better, but […]

I feel gross

Sunday, June 19th, 2005

Ugh… I still feel totally gross. What a waste of a day.

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